Just Because...: Still In Shock...

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Still In Shock...

With Turkey comes the drama, ya know?

Well - I've had the request to "edit" my blog concerning my mother after she found it. After having a few days to think about it, hell no. I'd say "I've been dooced", but you know what, doesn't bother me. I've been upfront and to censor myself now, nope.

As for my mother - during our discussion, she decided to reveal a bit of family history that I'm not ready to hash out here just yet. What I will say is that I'm still in a state of shock, disqust and annoyance. I'm going to have to fly to Boston to pull the records from Archives, but you know what - what goes around comes around.

My friends and my dad have been amazing and beyond supportive. My friends truly are family to me and I am eternally grateful. As for the family drama - this was something I should have heard years ago, not with dramatics, and the full story from BOTH my parents. It does, however, explain alot about how I am, how I interact with people and how my life was shaped at such an early age.

I'm proud to be who I am - and I embrace that wholly. I'm not hiding behind a screen of "happy family" crap, nor have I ever professed to have a perfect life. I am, however, cutting the negative stuff out of my life, (esp. now with doctor's orders) and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right?

Posted by Lys :: 10:06 AM :: 1 comments

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006